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Maybe it is the steroid induced insomnia in part but I have had a lot of time in prayer lately- maybe it is because I am more desperate.
I keep thinking about GRATITUDE- not πππ©ππ§ but in the MIDST of hardship.
I am choosing to be grateful today in the places in my life where the most is challenged. It feels like things are breaking apart and it is painful but those are also the places I see God rebuilding. He is gently dismantling trust Iβve put in things not of Him. This week feels really hard; second opinions from doctors, lots of battling fear of the future, and I feel like impossible medical decisions. There is deep pain and hurt in so many dear friendβs lives and so much unknown.
Then I read these words again,
βI will praise the LORD at all timesβ¦.I prayed to the LORD, and he answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.β
In my restlessness this morning I heard, πΉππππππ. πͺπππππ ππππππππ
π. A gentle but unrelenting reminder that control is a burden and not a blessing. There are things Iβm not meant to fix, or hustle for, or fully understand. π―π ππππ πππ πππ
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And I can Be Grateful that I do not have to carry the hard alone. I am grateful today; for the mess and the beauty and choosing to delight in the unknown because Iβm living close to & desperate for His freedom & grace. Love to you friends.
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