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Overwhelmed & living wide awake

๐™…๐™ช๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™– ๐™ง๐™š๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™๐™š๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™› ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™›๐™š๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™ฌ๐™๐™š๐™ก๐™ข๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™™๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š.
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Parenting is complicated & hard.
Vicarious trauma is hard.
Managing expectations: my own & otherโ€™s is hard.
Walking through fear is hard.
Living with invisible illness is hard (my monthly infusion is tomorrow and I am feeling the anxiety in my body).
All the unknowns are hard.
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I used to think that being so overwhelmed by the hard meant we are arenโ€™t doing it right or trusting enough. I no longer think that.
๐™„ ๐™–๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™  ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™š๐™–๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™™๐™š ๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™– ๐™—๐™ง๐™ค๐™ ๐™š๐™ฃ, ๐™—๐™š๐™–๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ง๐™ก๐™™ ๐™œ๐™ง๐™ค๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ง๐™š๐™™๐™š๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ.
Love to you in the mess today friends.

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